Ah, to be ignorant again

Ever wonder what you’d be writing if you didn’t know all the ‘rules’, or if your voice would have emerged faster? I do.

Last night, I wasn’t in the mood to write. I didn’t feel creative in the least. (Small wonder – it was already midnight.) So I decided to brainstorm new ideas, possible novellas and see if old ideas could be modified into Desires. I opened one file with a smirk, because it was the very first idea for a book I ever had. Probably sucks, right? Imagine my surprise – me of the ‘can’t seem to plot past two chapters ahead’ syndrome – when I found a detailed outline for a book. Detailed, people. Almost a full synopsis.

Granted, it has problems that need to be worked out. But there was real conflict, and the possibility for real character growth. I’d let my imagination soar and created in my head something like a movie. Scene after scene of goals and motivations and conflict. Scene after scene of plotting and moving the story forward. At that point, I’d probably read a couple small books on writing and a few thousand romances.

In my naivete, was I more creative than I am knowing all the ‘rules’ of writing, the latest trend in the market and what agents and editors are looking for? Was I more creative without the pressure of trying to find that ellusive ‘hook’ and ‘twist’ to make someone sit up and take notice?

Do you feel stifled by all the information and rules and STUFF that is absorbed into our brains on a daily basis? Or do you ignore it all and live in your imagination?

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I’M PUBLISHED, Y’ALL!!!

>Yeah, I’m a little excited. It was nice seeing Insight in the ‘Coming Soon’ section of the HeatWave website, but nothing compared to actually seeing it offered for sale yesterday.

Wow. People out there in the world can actually click on it, buy it, and read what I’ve written. Please somebody, click on it, buy it, and read what I’ve written.

🙂 ::happy squeal::

Oh, and I’m such a doofus. Kathryn still didn’t have the full of P&F because in my excitement, I sent her the partial again. But she has it now. ::sheepish grin::

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Stretching unused muscles

That’s what I feel like every time I start a Synopsis. Like I’m stretching unused muscles. Who knows if they’ll respond like I want them to, or if I’ll strain something and the recovery will be long.

Overly dramatic, you think? Nah. Believe me, that’s mild. Steph couldn’t even stick around because I mentioned the word Synopsis. Sorry, Steph. There it is again.

But I survived the ordeal once again. All the time spent getting my Maggie entry ready just means that I’m behind on my daily writing goals, I have a gazillion crits I owe people and a million doubts about the book I still want to write.

Mason is an acquired taste, or maybe he’s just not everyone’s cup of tea. But I like him and Leilani loves him, despite her best efforts. Return to Paradise will get written.

So why do I have the urge to write another Synopsis? This time for Tyler & Breeana’s story, Caught In The Act. Must be the mental stress from pulling an all-nighter.

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